Its Just Jaron's Journal

Not Your Fault

2005-03-14T00:42:38Z

This might be preformed in the talent show, so i need feedback, please!!!!
Chorus is just music, no words, and verse lyrics are gonna go over just bass and drums.

I only drank beer to pass the time
It tasted like s**t but they said i'd be fine
Cutting myself was all part of the trend
And half of the time it was only pretend
*chorus music*
Snuck out every night just to be with the crowd
Bet i'd never ah done it if it was allowed
All those rumors you heard about skipping detention
I started them all cuz I needed attention
*chorus music*
I pretended to hate you cuz they said it was cool
Never thought it'd be so hard to fit in at school
They never liked me always puttin me down
Yeah well maybe they'll like me when i'm not around
*chorus music*
Wonder what you'll be thinking when i'm not there
Worst part of this is you probly won't care
I guess what i mean to sum up it all
Is i'm sorry, i love you, its not your fault
*music stop* I'm sorry, i swear this is not your fault
*chorus music*
*end chord*

tell me what you think. i personally love them, so bring be back down to earth if that's necessary. no they're not about me.
-Jaron

new lyrics

2005-02-14T00:05:06Z

scale of 1 to 10 por favor (10 being best). new lyics, we actually have music for them too.

Don't wait up for me cuz I ain't comin' back
Can't believe i dreamed that this would ever last
Should've known i couldn't take so much
Overdose on this drug called love

New

2005-02-07T04:25:43Z

just the chorus, its kinda like a shout along with a loud chorus.

Come and save me from the heart ache
Knew all along this was a mistake
Come and save me oh I've had enough
Overdose on this drug called love

itsjustjaron @ 2005-01-12T19:03:00

2005-01-13T03:07:54Z

alrighty, the lyrics i'm working on most right now are about a married couple that's not workin out, and its from the perspective of the husbond who's wife feels she could have done better. extremely powerful so far, atleast i think so. they'll be here sooner or later.

Jaron

ps: anyone know how to say either rock or rebel in latin? that'd be just spot on.

Well I'm, Baahaahaahack!

2005-01-03T01:04:34Z

The return of Jaron's live jouranl entries will consist solely of lyrics.

haha okay, here we go. you can't get the beat of lyrics by reading them, so give me comments based on content, rather than rythm. a scale of 1-10 would be great, but if i get a 10 that better mean you think its better than mick jagger and deserves to be made a song.

okay this is the first one, i need help with a name, but i've got pretty much the whole thing through.
for each two-line stanza, the second line has a deeper pitch; with the exception of tge last line in the each verse - that one goes higher. chorus is sung with three or more people.

(Verse)
Jimmy's got a gun at five
His little friends may lose their lives
Gunshot sounds - its just a toy
Mother screams - he's just a boy!

(Chorus)
No man can live without the pain
Of kissin ass just to gain
It all goes on and no one cares
A world that's far from just unfair
Something's going far too wrong
And everyone just plays along

(Verse)
Forty-three and lost your job
To someone living in Taiwan
Can't go on with this dead life
Someone's sleepin with your wife!

(Chorus)

(Verse)
Sex and drugs on the TV
For little eyes to come and see
Go to school afraid and scared
Just because of what they wear
Yeah all those kids are drinkin beer
But they wear pink and they're all queer!

(Chorus)

alright, comments por favor
-Jaron

Catalina

2004-10-02T22:48:06Z

Catalina was absolutely the most fun I have ever had, ever.

The best part was just being with Lex. Everything was just so much fun though. Larry, Mick and I took on some of the teachers in volleyball and almost had them twice, 11 to 15 both times.

We did get egged and I know who, so if you want to know ask, you'd be amazed.

I'll see you all later.
Jaron

Catalina Is Coming

2004-09-24T22:40:12Z

Everything just rocks, it has for a while now... I haven't been sad at all, just happy about everything.
Catalina is coming up, its gonna be so fun. Jenny and I are the leaders of my group with Jacob, John, Mick, Claire, Courtney, Kelsey, and Allyssa. Our cheer and our song are both good, but our skit is gonna be the worst, we haven't gotten any of it done. Oh well, should be fun.
Everything with Lex is perfect. And I'm so glad Larry and Em are finally going out.
Ooookay that's enough
Later
-Jaron

itsjustjaron @ 2004-09-14T17:04:00

2004-09-15T00:16:44Z

Hey, sorry if some HTML shows through, I'm not sure if I need all the tags or not. I've just been happy, everything is stupendous. The only sad thing is that Sammi and Maddie are leaving this weekend. I know a lot of guys say they're glad, but everyone's gonna miss them when they're gone.

I've been having less and less to say, so if you want to hear something in particular just leave a comment.
Later
-Jaron

great news!

2004-09-09T03:52:15Z

Caitlin is ok!! Her mom just called, and first of all (julian rumors are so funny) she didn't lose feeling in her legs. She just hit her head and rolled onto her neck and back. Hospital was a precautoin.

Next best news: everything is going great with Alexis, just perfect! Life rocks!

Next best news: you don't have to read a long journal, I'm done!
Later
-Jaron

life rocks! it rocks my socks!

2004-09-05T03:43:47Z

I'm not president, but I'm practically worshipped by most of the guys at school. Here's my story.

I'm going out with Lex! ASB elections were Friday, and we had to do speeches. After I was finished with my speech, I asked Alexis out on the microphone in front of the whole school. She said yes! I'm so happy, I couldn't stop smiling till the next morning. I kids and even teachers were saying how brave I was, and how sweet I was, and how special that was... Danny and Drew came up to say that was the coolest thing I've ever done, and John came over to congratualte us...IT ROKCED!

Other than that, my brother and sister flew out to Tucson today to go visit my grandparents. And we got a message on our answering machine from Mike Grillo, he was using Noey's cell phone. He like cussed me out for "making out with Chenoa" (which i didn't do, i think he was trying to say he was mad about Lex) and then I think John came on... He sounded like Snoop Dogg, but he too cussed me out lol. Didn't bother me though, I'm still smiling from Friday anyways.

Just wanna say congratulations to Alli for getting president. Chris for getting vice. Steph for getting treasurer, and Jenny for getting Seceretary. And thanks Sammi, you rock too!

Love you all!
Later
-Jaron

Life Rocks

2004-08-31T00:36:42Z

Life rocks right now, everything is going great! School isn't turning out that bad. Vote me for President, Alexis for Vice, Steph for Treasurer and Jenny for Seceretary!

Jesse's party went great, and my mom loved the Stones CD. I guess that's all I have to say, oh yeah i'm playing winterball down in Ramona.

Later
-Jaron

school

2004-08-24T00:33:21Z

School is coming up here, I have one more day of freedom after this. Oh well, can't really get around it. I got new clothes and all that good stuff. Oh yeah for those of you that care, here's whatever's left of my schedule:
Every-Other day: Spanish (period 2) at the high school for first period.
Every-Other day (when no spanish): free period at jr high, where I do algebra 2 and honors english both online for first period.
Other than that: I'm with 8B, Mr Pettit.

My mom's birthday is on Saturday, I got her the two-disc Rolling Stones greatest hits. Jesse's birthday is on the same day, we're going to the beach. My mom is going out with friends and not kids, so its okay with her if I go to Jesse's.

I really haven't done much lately, just relaxing while I can. Guess that's a wrap.
Later
-Jaron

back again

2004-08-21T20:37:15Z

Alright, i'm back for good. Here comes a long one beacsue I haven't updated since China.

Starting with getting back from China: we had Zach's leaving party at Warners, it was sad. We had a lot of fun, and I gave him one of my commy hats from China, but we couldn't get around the fact that we weren't gonna see him again. At the end, Em Jenny and Lex ended up in tears.

A few days later I left for South Carolina. We had just decided that we were gonna stay on the east coast beach the whole time, so that's what we did. The water was about 80 degrees every day, so I stayed in for 5 to 6 hours at a time. The waves weren't too big, but they broke perfectly so I had some good bodysurfing rides. I met some people there, Kendra, Lindsay, Kerry, Thea, and Brian. Kendra was 15 and her sister Kerry was 12. Lindsay was 15 too and then Brian was her brother, he was 13. Thea was 12, she was just kinda there. We hung out in the water all day, I taught Brian to body surf and we had a hell of a time. Hurricane Charlie did hit when we were there, but it went around us. The waves kicked up a little, and the hotel tied all the pool chairs down, but that was it.

I got back and two days later Zach was leaving. My mom and I went over to take them their last meal at their old house, becuase all their food was thrown out. We went to Subway and then took it over there. The whole place was boxed up, nothing was left. After we ate Zach and I kinda talked for a while, until we had to go. My mom said we can fly out to DC to see them in October. He's gone now, left the next day, I'm waiting for him to call.

Yesterday Alexis had a beach party. (I'm running out of colors here, gonna have to come off as gay for a while). It was half Alpine and half Julian. It was kinda a wierd situation, the Alpine kids didn't seem to like us at all. The Alpine kids were Roc, Ryan, Chad, Rachel, Kandice, Kylie, Angela, and Taylor. I went up to introduce myself to Roc and Ryan when they got there, it was so funny:
Jaron: *gets out of the water and walks up* Hey, I'm Jaron *puts hand out*
Ryan: ...
Jaron: Your name is?...
Ryan: Ryan *leaves hand at side*
Jaron: cool *has to reach out and grab Ryan's hand to make him shake* *turns to Roc* I'm Jaron. *puts hand out*
Roc: ...
Jaron: You are?...
Roc: Roc *puts hand out a little bit*
Jaron: *takes hand to do the slide and punch thing, but Rock doesn't move* Uhhh, nice meeting you guys. *walks back into the water*
Most of the Alpine kids didn't seem like they wanted to have fun either. Only Kandice Angela and Kylie got in the water, they were the only cool ones. Taylor never took off her shorts, and Rachel never took off her jeans. All Roc and Ryan did was show off on Chad's skim board. Kylie was cool, she came out all alone to hang out with us... and Kandice and Angela probobly would have, but I don't think they could stand where we were. I didn't hear a word out of Rachel or Taylor, and all I got out of Roc and Ryan were their names... which I kinda had to force out of them. Chad, Kandice's boyfriend, stayed longer than the rest of the Alpine kids, and he played football with us. He was a cool guy, and he was bloody athletic too! I talked to Kandice online afterwards and she said it seemed like we didn't like them. It was funny, but we're pretty good friends so we were okay. Haha it was great... told me Ryan said "that Jaron kid just shook my hand." She started busting up laughing, and so did I when she told me.

School starts on Wednesday, so I'm just enjoying what's left of summer vacation.
Later
-Jaron

back from china

2004-08-04T04:44:59Z

china rocked my socks! the food was the best.

kay, i'm gonna do this while i can still remember it. we were gone for 12 days total. I went with my grandparents, my uncle, my cousin, and my brother and sister. the flight time was two hours up to San Francisco, and then twelve hours over to china.

so first we went around beijing, it was so crouded. its the worst when you feel someones hand going down your pocket in a crouded place, but i didn't have anything in my pockets, so sucks for them. so in beijing we went to t'animen square, which is right outside the forbidden city (and also in a tenacious d song). we also got to go into the forbidden city... chinese rooves with lots of gold and red paint.

from then on out, it was the same everywhere. chinese rooves, red paint, and gold paint. temple of earth, temple of heaven, confuchus temple and confuchus house (same thing i think)... they all looked the same! but that's okay, cuz i liked looking the architecture and wahtnot, it was cool.

so yeah, we kept going through all these little towns and places, like where confuchus was born, and where they made the silk. at the end of the trip, we stayed in shanhai, with the famous shanghai market. it was the best!

i did go to the great wall, it rocked. i climbed up the stairs as high as they'd let me, there was this gaurd that started freaking out when i tried to go higher, he was screaming in chinese and pointing and some mandorin sign. i kept walking and he pulled me back. then we played sherades until i figured out i could get struck by lightning if i went too high.

i got these kickass samurai swords at shanghai. two for 25 bucks. and i got the rack to hold them on. I just took them out, they're so bloody sharp! deadly.

okay, that's enough about me. hope i see you all before i head for south carolina.
*pointer and pinky*
Jaron

this should be fun

2004-07-20T04:04:08Z

Choose a band/or artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band:: The Clash
How do some people feel about you:: Lost in the Supermarket
How do you feel about yourself:: Death or Glory
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:: The Guns of Brixton
Describe your current girlfriend/ boyfriend:: n/a
Describe where you want to be:: Garageland
Describe what you want to be:: Clash City Rockers
Describe how you live:: White Riot!
Describe how you love:: Lover's Rock
Share a few words of wisdom:: London's Burning!

countdown to china

2004-07-19T18:04:04Z

Four more days on the countdown to China, I kinda don't want to go, but oh well.

After that camp that I went to, i'm buying the programs that i used there... they rock! so i guess i'm looking forward to that. i'm getting good with web design... i'll put some of my work up soon.

well, nobody wants to read a long journal, so that'll do it.
later
-Jaron

i'm back!

2004-07-18T03:30:26Z

ok, i'm back... well at least for a while. i get five days, then its off to china. I just took this camp course at UCSD, and it rocked! i took web design, so as soon as they put my website up i'll put the link on here.

i stayed at a hotel down there while i did the camp, and drew and grant were doing the camp too so they came over a couple times. then we went over there and alexis came and she and madi decided i needed a makeover. i even had french braids... not doing that again, ever!

well, i'm glad to be home, even if its only for a little while. i hope i get to talk to you all before i take off again.

later
-Jaron

i'm back!

2004-07-11T05:40:43Z

It's been forever since I updated. I think I just deleted all my old ones except for the lakers one, but that's cool cuz that one took forever to type. Damn, lakers, don't even say anything about them!! grrrrr! So yeah i think i'll just start updating again because a lot more people are getting these.

kay i'm leaving again tomorrow... i'm going to some camp again. I swear my mom's just trying to get rid of me. But it should be cool I made friends at the last camp so yeah. then i'm back for a week (i hope lol) before i hit china for 12 days... then five days later I go to North Carolina for a week to one of those legendary East Coast surfing beaches, we're staying at a Hyatt right on the beach, so it should be fun.

i just went to best buy with my mom cuz we had like 200 dollars in certificates that expired today... i got London Calling - The Clash. its pretty cool, i just starting listening to them and i love em. i fought the law and the, law won... i fought the law and the, law won.

sorry i've been gone practically all summer... i hope i see you all soon.

later

Jaron

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2004-05-14T03:04:59Z

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